

Yeah, I used to carry around pocket knives when I was a kid as a sort of power trip thing but then I thought about whether it would be worse to win or lose a knife fight and decided if someone did attack me unless I thought my life was truly in danger (or someone else) I would NEVER pull the knife out…
…like seriously, the movies make it seem like it wouldn’t be terrifying, awful and traumatizing for anybody involved no matter how it went…
Don’t take my word for it, wear some shitty clothes you use to do chores, get a friend, get two sharpies and have a fake knife fight with the sharpie as the stand in for the knives and then look at all of the sharpie marks over both of you no matter who “won”. You will never desire to get in a knife fight ever again after that point.
Yeah nope, a knife is an awful weapon for the wielder, the victim and the observer. Much better to get a leatherman and have a whole set of actually useful tools along with a knife that doesn’t scream “IM DANGEROUS” but rather “Im your uncle who loves woodworking’s favorite multitool”.
If you pick a gun up to stoke your ego, you have already admitted you shouldn’t have picked up the gun in the first place since ego does nothing for your accuracy, ability to judge whether you have identified a target, or to reframe your perspective on an unfolding conflict in order to best respond.
Can you imagine what those range idiots who are all jacked up on anger and fear ready to start a fight at a… gun range (where everybody has a gun…?)… would be like in an actual war? Either they wouldn’t be able to handle it or they would get the creepiest fucking smile on their face. Either answer disgusts me because it points out the daming fact that these people are obsessed with violence itself, not the tools and history that surround it, the violence and power trip at the heart of it is the drug for them.
Notice those people and make sure you are always more skilled than they are at whatever they are doing :).